What better way to spend a sleepless night? I'm sitting across the room from my love and though we both are entranced in our own worlds we're still totally into each other. I once read that marriage is two people living separate lives, but doing it together. And though this is about marriage, it also goes for relationships. We've lived together for almost the entirety of our relationship, and I've never once regretted it. We may argue, and we may not spend every waking moment together, but I am madly in love with him and want to be in love with him for the rest of my life. We've been together for six years now and I wouldn't take back a single minute of it. 

Now I hate to read blogs that say, "oh I love how my life is, and I love everything about this and that, and oh how wonderful so and so is" And every other month it's a different so and so. So I'll spare you that in this particular blog. But you will have to deal with mushy gushy posts from time to time. Much like this one. 

I sat down with intentions on writing about what a wonderful Lughnasadh I had. I gathered with my small group and we performed a small ritual. It consisted of a few good luck spells and a couple of healing spells. Also a fertility request was asked upon The God and Goddess. Though we're doing all we can, I feel like I need a little help. Spiritual helping is something I have a hard time with. And I'm hoping that God will find it in his heart and help the Goddess in helping me. I'm going to keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best. Say your prayers for me!!